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[crystallinelore]

INEVITABLE SPOILERS WITHIN, LOOK UPON AT YOUR OWN RISK

in any case we can do like, game aus, or "exarch summoned your character from another fuckin dimension", or THERE'S A WEIRD TOWER MADE OF CRYSTAL HERE NOW, WTF, or maybe it's been there as long as anyone can remember, or,

look feel free to comment with a pitch or make me pick or just make a starter, we can do whatever

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[crystallinelore]

[Damnit.

Swearing softly under his breath but nuzzling him, his free arm looping around the back of his neck.]

Sorry...

[awakenerd]

What're you talking about.

[Sorry. Hmph. He nuzzles the older man gently.]

Has it been that long a time, Raha?

[crystallinelore]

I... suppose it has.

[weakly.]

I committed to my secrets when I came here.

[awakenerd]

[Oof. He squeezes his hand again, then pulls him into his arms to just hold him a little.]

[crystallinelore]

[o. okay. we can just do cuddles. it's true he's at least temporarily less desperately horny because emotional crisis, and... it's nice, to be held like this. he relaxes into it.]

[awakenerd]

[G'raha isn't as pent up so it really isn't a big deal for him to switch gears. Cuddles are nice and the older man obviously needs them. He pets his back gently.]

Raha.

[crystallinelore]

Mm...?

[it's doing his heart good, just being held like this. He's soaking it up as best he can.]

[awakenerd]

Just felt like saying it.

[Petting his hair with one hand while holding him close with his other arm.]

[crystallinelore]

Ah...

[voice kinda rough. he's still fighting back tears for sure.]

[awakenerd]

It's a little strange, you holding back in front of me.

[crystallinelore]

I am... perhaps too accustomed to holding back in general.

But I also... don't want to be embarrassing, for you?

[awakenerd]

It's not like I think of you as me. I haven't experienced what you have so how could I? But we're not exactly unconnected either.

[crystallinelore]

Most certainly not unconnected.

I can try to stop holding back, but I would rather focus on you instead.

[awakenerd]

[Gently tugs at his flesh cheek.]

Raha~

[crystallinelore]

[scrunches his nose!! like he's not blushing and charmed to be called that.]

What?

[awakenerd]

You're really bad at being pampered.

[crystallinelore]

[...he laughs, softly.]

I cannot deny it.

[awakenerd]

[He nuzzles his cheek.]

Mmhm. You can't

[crystallinelore]

You are being very sweet to me.

[especially with everything, he doesn't say, counternuzzling.]

[awakenerd]

Yeah, so? You're still shady.

[But sad and that sucks. It's not like he wants old him to be a sad lonely cat. He resigned himself to it too, being alone, but... it's different from the outside.]

[crystallinelore]

[mock indignant huff!]

And here I've told you my secrets!

[awakenerd]

You're still going to go around in a good acting mysterious though.

[crystallinelore]

But not with you! In private, anyway.

[awakenerd]

That's right.

[He nuzzles his cheek again.]

In private you're Raha.

[crystallinelore]

[aw fuck

critical hit

at least he's not trying to hold back the tears now?]

Ah...